What if you always aspire to be an artist, who dreams about making it big one day and you're on your way. And one day, you think to yourself, hmmm I feel like running a cafe one day, just an artsy cafe in a quiet place with nice views and good amount of sunlight (yes, it is important)  with no branch whatsoever, your chill paradise alone.
I will live somewhere nearby in a nice urban apartment, living a good life, financially secure.
I mean, don't get me wrong, I still love drawing and painting and other stuff, but I know what I love the most now: just chill and relax. I love the relaxed feelings, the smell of coffee and tea, the clean environment. It makes me feel like I'm in a different world, forget about other things.
I know I can't chill and relax for the rest of my life (especially if I have to run the place) I have to work my butt off. So at least, if I am to run a cafe, I can work in such a chill environment, with people relaxing around you. The ambience, the music, the pretty looking cakes and confections and the tea cups and pots. the feel of the place itself.
Once more, of course I know my views of it now are really dreamy and blissful, it will be different then if I really have to do it.

Maybe I should just leave it a daydream, but who knows... I just feel like it's right right now, like my other daydreams.

I don't quite know how I feel...
Whenever I said I don't want to do it again, I always ended up doing it again.
Why does this person keeps doing something that annoys me. How could this person able to break and ruin my cool just by the mention of his name in a conversation?

Aghhh I'm feeling guilty. I don't want to do it again. So please, I hope this person don't do funny stuff that provoke me anymore.

First of all, both of this rants related to Korea and 5th of September!


From Luts:

How were you? Thank you for the order.

We’ve checked your order status and found out that your order will be sent after 5^th of September.

Feel sorry for your long waiting. It just takes time because of make up option.

We will try hard to finish the work as soon as possible.

If you have any changes or questions, please let us know.

Thank you.

and from KNUA:

Due to the high number of outstanding applicants to 2008 AMA scholarship this year, the final admission notification will be finalized by 5th of September, 2007.

We sincerely apologize for the delay of the notification and thank you very much for your patience.

 

oh dear oh dear...

What is wrong with you, dear Korea?
and I've been anxiously waiting for this week for my doll to come and my result to be announced...T_T